Been neglecting this space for a while. Thanks to the new blogger interface, I know who has read my blog over 20 times over the last month (I know who you are and you know who you are.... heheh...).

Finally. Work. Telemarketer at bukit merah. For 2 weeks, 9 bucks an hour, just to talk to people. Thats just awesome. But its only for 2 weeks. Still, it's $$$

So many things happened over the last few weeks. Disappointments. Regrets. Sadness. Can only blame myself. Oh well. Its life, the things that I really want, I can never get, no matter how hard I work, so might as well don't work hard in the first place. Hope I get lucky next time, although I don't think so, because too much expectations will always lead to disappointments.

So many choices given over the last few weeks. Be it uni-related or personal. Difficult choices, because I fear that if I make one choice, I may end up losing everything and even get slapped with more sadness. It's hard in these kind of situations. Can't stop thinking of it. Hope I can make the right choice. Because when I make one, I can be damn sure the other will be lost forever and I may actually lose both. Oh well, but thats another thing about life, need to start taking risks without being afraid. Every night, before I sleep, I'll always think about such things. Sigh.

But still need to appreciate too. Because I know others that are in situations that are so much worse than me. Hope they can stay strong and move on. Because after sadness, there will always be happiness.

Tired. Going to sleep. Hope each day will be a better day, although there's definitely going to be one day where things all just seem to collapse.

Disappointed. Everything I worked for. Sigh.

Seeing you like that makes me want to cry too.... ):

16 - 18 March was spent diving at pulau dayang! Great experience. Saw a lot of fishesssss like sotongs, turtles and clown fishes. Will definitely do it again in the near future. Didn't get seasick too! Awesome.

The only turn-off was the travelling time. 3 hours to the jetty at mersing, and a 4 hour boat ride to the place itself. The boat was so cold at night that I couldn't sleep because I was freezing. The rooms at the island had air con too! So it was even more freezing sleeping in there! The weather was great too.



But now I'm burnt. Like really. So dark now ): Look like a lobster. hahah. Hopefully will get better soon.



You've no idea...

Weekend was spent fishing at pulau sibu with clarence and jb! Had lots of fun, got darker too D:

Managed to catch fishes, but all those is cannot eat one, so throw back into the sea lor (i very nice right? hahah).

Next up is diving at pulau dayang from 16 - 18 march. Going for pool session later! Can't wait! After that need to start looking for job already! Getting boring at home D:



I'm the one who's feeling lost, right now...

Great night out at Clarke Quay with the lads. Drank a lot and felt tipsy. But managed to tone down after a while. Had a great heart to heart talk to. Got to know a few others better as well. Should do it again sometime but not so late D:

Because I forgot to reply my mum's message! zzzz went home at close to 7 and kana scolding by my parents. Wa laooooooooo.

Just woke up only. Feeling a bit sick. Can't go napfa today haissssssss.

Freedom!

Finally free! Poly life is over. 3 years passed by sooooo fast

Now the only thing left is NS D: siannnnnnn

Need a long long break after going through year 3! Happy I managed to pull through woooo